End of week one.

So there's progress.

I've gotten some of my shit together, have some options on what to do on some other items and am still looking forward on many pieces. I've got an appointment to consult on some of my credit issues and try and take care of them shortly. Depending on whether or not I'm moving I will be trying to defer all my loans for a bit because it will give me some time to get my feet back under me and at least get my bills in order, if not also build up a buffer.

This week is going to suck because my trip to Chicago feels pointless, I'm taking so much time specifically because of the hope that I would be setting up meetings/interviews and as of now I have nothing arranged at all. While it's always good to see family, it's hard to deal with it for a week when I feel like I should be getting so much more done on the whole but I haven't.

So, do I move to Chicago as an unemployed leach and just hope things work out or do I continue to sit here and hope things work out. I've got to be out of Variety by the end of June and there's no two ways about it, I have no job prospects here either, so where does that leave me? Do I just say 'fuck it' take a further credit hit for a few months and just hope I can swing things or do I start taking any job I can out here and just hope in a year or two when I try to move again it works out better? In reality, I can't imagine this is ever going to be easy to do, it will never get convenient to move across country, and it will never be a sure thing.

It's something I have to decide on when I'm in Chicago otherwise there will be little time left to do anything.