low resonance

or a lack of harmony if you will.

The past week has been tough, things at work are better than they have been yet at the same time everything else seems tougher, there are less people here that I can depend on than I previously believed, making it better that I am shifting myself to the east. If I had to deal with this continuously after everything I went through to make this decision I think I'd be very stressed to be staying here when people can seem to support me when I need them to.

This was a bad weekend, I felt tried on Friday though had a good talk with Clint and the movie wasn't as bad as it could have been, but the bbq was a fucking mess and I don't think I want to repeat it, I almost don't want to have any more of them. Can't tell roomie that as he's savoring them and going to miss doing this when I'm gone, so chin up I suppose...