One of the biggest insults that I have had levied against me is to always be such a 'great friend;' it's the male counter part to 'always a bridesmaid, never the bride.'
The world wants me to believe that there is nothing wrong with me, that the 'right' person is out there for me, but I'm beginning to know better.
I am not the right person for anyone, I am the sort of person someone 'sett;es for.
No one desires to be with someone like me.
Instead of calling someone 'just a great friend' the next time around. Tell them the truth; ' you might be a decent human being, but there is absolutely nothing in your soul or being that would compell anyone to ever actually love you. Instead I would rather rely and depend on you and call you when someone else shits all over my life; but the parts of life that living is about, the parts that mean something, you're not worth keeping around.'
Don't worry about 'hurting someone's feelings,' just grow a backbone and say what you really mean. I have had more pacificying slaps in the face that you can count, don't worry about my feeling. I have been less offended by an ex threatening to 'rip my head off' that I have been by the countless number of 'freinds' who thought they were saving my feelings.
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I'll take a stab and say the date did not go well.
1. Drink
2. Puke
Repeat steps one and two if necessary.
I'm not in the habit of deleting postings, but I'm not bitter or mad, I just needed to vent and no one was around to listen.
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