low resonance

or a lack of harmony if you will.

The past week has been tough, things at work are better than they have been yet at the same time everything else seems tougher, there are less people here that I can depend on than I previously believed, making it better that I am shifting myself to the east. If I had to deal with this continuously after everything I went through to make this decision I think I'd be very stressed to be staying here when people can seem to support me when I need them to.

This was a bad weekend, I felt tried on Friday though had a good talk with Clint and the movie wasn't as bad as it could have been, but the bbq was a fucking mess and I don't think I want to repeat it, I almost don't want to have any more of them. Can't tell roomie that as he's savoring them and going to miss doing this when I'm gone, so chin up I suppose...

P.S.

Crickets are retarded.

back in

I excused myself from last weekend's post as I was out of town and doing my best to avoid the technologies.

So, to recap, had financial consolidation call, they didn't call me back and now I think that will have to wait until I am back in Chicago because I flat out just don't have the patience to handle that at the moment.

I had one job interview in Chicago, networked, generally made a good impression and will likely have something solid there by mid August. I am moving, without a shadow of a doubt, in the first week of July. I've already made a reservation for the trailer (to move shit) and everything. Now I just need to change the name on half the bills (and the lease) so my roomie doesn't have issues in the future. Well, issues I could actually prevent I should say...

So I'm still sending out more resumes (as soon as I finish this) and all that happy crappy. I'm feeling better than before because I have a real resolve about all this, I know it most be done, and I'm looking forward to the challenge and change, which, while I wish I didn't have to deal with the crap I'm currently handling, if refreshing.